从窗外到体育馆最高处的距离刚好100个台阶，吴迪本想登上台阶的终点，毕竟那里风景更好也更有仪式感一些，可他又觉得自己早用光了所有的力气，所以……就在这里吧。
身后传来震人心魄的音乐声，那是每场球赛都会为弃子众播放的谢幕曲——sia的《alive/活着》
i had made every single mistake 我曾犯下每个可能会犯的错
that u could ever possibly make 或许你同样也那么做过
i took and took and i took what u gave 我一次次试着拿走你给我的一切
but u never noticed that i was in pain 但你从未真正感受到我始终心陷痛苦啊
i knew what i wanted i went in and got it 我明白我确实想要，可你要先懂我，我才好接受
did all the things that u said that i wouldn’t 是否你说过的我全都否